Smtimes, Life is just screwed(F-) up.
Bloodyhell accused me. WTHWTH!
I just complaint to my lao! He told me to calm down!<3 to hear his voice.
Okay, now i'll seriously heck care abt things alr.
Virtual kicks in your arse!=(
Okay, i need to meet lao tmr, i need to see him and hug him!=((
Right, from now on, i shall turn to a emotionless person towards youuu.

Anyway, Just hope everything will be fine.
=(
My family, lao, me, <3Butties, trips, work. U noe, Like everything.
BLAH. blah. blah.
I am very bothered, but! I really do not know what's bothering me.

I realised i began to blog more frequently.
I just need to vent some things here.
I need to feel better.
Like much much better.



Is this fated or what!
ha, saw pam and bangala at TM after work, again!
Anw, we went for dinner at Nihon at night time w jeff. HA. We hit the 100 dollar bill! Cus it's difficult to hit $100 at Nihon!
The weather was so hot and humid, i kept sweating non-stop!=( Esp while walking to Macs, and back home!!!
Supper-ed at Macs then Pam went back home first! cus bangy gotta bk in tmr morning! Army so bad!

Me and lao went to watch 12 Rounds! Nice! Action! I like action movies. Will not fall asleep.
Lol!

I shld be more disciplined! Like waking up earlier to work, doing what i shld do, reading what i shld read, and saving money. Sigh, times are bad, definitely for me! =(
And i am not sure if i am doing the right thing by telling lao to do smth that he dun really want.
Cus so many probs are surfacing. Sighs!
=(

Anw, both of us shld start cutting down on food. and fats. Esp him! Getting bigger & bigger! HAHA!

Earth day! Did u guys off ur lights btw 830 to 930 pm today?
HA, i was outside at that time!



I hate !!!=(
Hais, i need more good to come!
SO stressed now. Why why!
=(
No one understands. =(
Bye. I hate life. Smtimes.
Lao, love u. The first person i go to when i need to vent out the anger and complain about stuffs.
Like even those slightest/weird things i must share with u. Lol!
U nv fail to give me morning smses/calls everyday since we started.
U nv fail to come to me when i feel so down.
U try ur best to fulfil the things u promised.
I think i will go crazy w/o u.
U give me weird surprises so i will give u surprises too. Hope u like the moo moo i gave u. HAHA!
=)

I am watching this mtv, i am crying. I think i sot ler. =(



Watched Mall Cop today w lao finally.
He has been nagging at me to watch movies with him. Sot.
Argg, i'd been sneezing like mad since evening time. Must be the rain. =(
Anw, saw pam and bangala at TM! So coincidental. lol.
Actually that belly jio-ed to drink but he must be working til crazy that he forgot!

I managed to clear my inbox! I had close to 1700 UNREAD emails! OMG!
I managed to clear all the unreads including those rubbish mails that were already read which i dunno how many.
HEHE, I cleared them during work=p Slack a bit lah. =pp

I need to slpppp.



I hate my sensitive nose!
=(
Anyway, thx to lao's cousins for fetching me home just now. wth, so paiseh lor.
I was at his house slping (nth new), den suddenly woke up and told him i want go home.
But saw his cousins w their cuteeee baby downstairs chatting w his mum, den they said wanna send me home. Arggg, so paisehhhh.
Cus i was lking at them in a very sleepy lk and my hair was terribly messy. haha, i hope they dun think i am rude or smth cus i seemed so disinterested in their cuteeee baby. I just didn't wanna make the baby cry upon seeing me. LOLOLOL!

Anyway, wanted to watch a movie just now, but my parents came to fetch me after work, & chatted w the dr for like one plus hr! So i wasn't in time to catch the movie. But i ate super a lot!
I ate like i havent ate for the whole day! =( I sot alr. chicken drumstick rice, fillet o fish student meal, bread, & ate a bit of lao's dinner. Crazyyyy!
Lao said i thought i wasn't fat enuf issitttt???? LOL!

Okay, try to eat lesser lor. TRY.
AHhhh, i am so tired.zzz



(: Dad fetched me after my work today.
And smtimes, lao waits for me after work too.
thx a lot!
Anyway, i am so tired!

Sent Gib off to Brunei ytd!
7 mountains and crocodiles. Omg, i hope he comes back in a piece.
=p

Tk care.



Watched "Coming Soon" with lao.
The ppl in the cinema were screaming and shouting all the way lah.
Sot. I obviously wasn't scared, cus the effects nv change. Lol.
SO waste of money i thought. But lao wants to watch. So.
Arggg.
I am so bored.
Bye.

Happy 37monthsary on 14th with fat lao. Lol!



So, some updates of me life.
LOL!
Got a job, actually liked it but don't like the working environment. But i like the work.
& the colleagues are very nice and fun ppl.
But then, after 2 days of working, i quitted.
And got a job just 10 mins after i quit. (:
I think the latter job is more meaningful!

Ytd, me w lao & his gang went to celebrate bday.
Just a mini one. (:
I was so happy to see my lao! HA. <3!!

Anyway, my phone had spoilt like eons ago, lao lent me one of his phones. But... now i abandoned the cheena phone which has tv, & am using Berry's samsung hp. It's so small & cute! Too bad it doesnt have a camera. But it lks like a mp3, so yayness. I like! HA!
THANKS!

Ah~~ new job tmr! (:
Lao was saying to me... that it's good that i have a job cus i will go back to a proper lifestyle, not slping at 7-9am and waking up only at dinner time.
Am so not used to it though!



Argg!!! I hope!!

Argggggggggggg!



ZOo-ed with lao!
He LOVES the zoooo!
WHY???
=(
LOL!

Anyway, he did not want to miss out the diff parts in the zoo, so he forced me to walk and not to take the tram!!!=((
5 hrs of walk, my feet super pain!
Plus, it rained!
THX to me, i reminded him that we must bring umbrella.(:
SO, we were saved from the rain.
Despite the rain, he still refused to let me take the tram!
=<< ARGGG!
Anyway. Had fun walking, and watching animals. Plus, we had the luck to watch animals sex! wth! HA.
And this cute animal show that we managed to catch, which was watching sea lions performing... it was cool!!(:
What's more, the entrance was free. So, nth to lose!
He havent sent me the photos!

Night time, beloved Pamela was so nice to fetch XBG & me to supper-ing~~!
It was a laughing night!! LOL! Funny things happened in the car! HAHA!
Thanks PAM!!!(:
Hope u gals will enjoy the trip tmr!! Too bad i can't join u all!!
Anyway, take care!!!!!!(:



Shoe malfunction!=(

Suay day today!
SUPER!!!!
I was on my way to school.
Okay, to mrt station.
Then, stomachache!
I was already running late, then my shoes snapped!
AGAIN!
In like 2 wks, 2 shoes spoilt!
I hope this pair could be repaired though!!
Cus it was my 2nd time wearing it! And not very cheap!
WTHHH!
SIANN!!!
Ended up not going to school!

Love my lao!
He rushed over upon hearing what happened to my shoes! HAHA!
Cus i really felt like crying. I dunno why.
Then, bought new shoes! Else i can't walk.
Okay, i got a lot of shoes now.
Dunno to laugh or cry!
And i think they will spoil eventually as i don't wear them.
I seriously hope i do not have to purchase anymore shoes already.
Purchasing shoes seem to be a bad thing for me now.=(

Anyway, went to shop arnd & watched a movie.
Spent a lot on cab, when we didn't go like anywhere?
I think he spent like $40-$50 today?? Craziness!
He can really buy a car from his taxi fares lor!
But then, i think the reason also lies with me, cus i kept complaining of the sun and heat.
He buay tahan! HAHA.
Sorry!
We promised each other not to take cab so often!
Jia you! Lol!

Tmr, finally. His wish will come true. WTHHHH!
Lol!
I must rem to bring umbrella. But hope it doesn't rain!
Okay. Rain also nt a bad thing? I dunno lah.
Arggg, bye.


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Wish me luck! yea!

Anw.
Finally know how to play mj and count the "tai". Learnt from my bro. LOL.
Was playing it for the past days, with my fam.
Lao joined us just now after his work. (:
I think in the past... i was too lazy to learn it. It was so easy to play actually haha.

Ah, so tired. Been sleeping 12 hrs everyday. Pig.
SO, i must set alarm tmr!!

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Partyworld on Fri. Wanted to go zoo but forgot to take the card from mum!
So, plans changed!
























Then!!!=p













BOO!Black face! (: Using the Kose mask that baby bought for me!












Celebrated our "v-day" at Grand Mercure Roxy Hotel!
He upgraded the room to a deluxe room! HA, bigger, spacious. Thx! =p
Super happy!(:
Don't think too much kay, we spent the whole night eating. LOL!

Went to have romantic choc fondue & wine & his orange juice (spoiler lah!HA!) at the alfresco Roxy Bar in the evening.
Walked around the hotel, snap pics.
Then out of the hotel to walk around.
After that, we went for yummy chicken rice cus i was craving it all of a sudden...
Went back the room to rest for awhile, but our butts got itchy & went out again!=p Went to HK cafe for supper!
I purposely ordered Beef Hor fun so he can't eat mine! Bad hor! HAHA!=p
I know i'm already very fat, but after that, i was even fatter-est! Before that, we even had chips and donuts and the mini cake he bought for me!!
Ahhh~!
=X












His orange juice!














Red wine!














Choc fondue! (:








































He even bought me lunch the next day cus me being a pig couldn't wake up. As usual. HAHA=p
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Tired/ oily me hahaha!! I woke up upon smelling food!!~








































Love u lao !!!(:
More pics on Facebook! Easier to upload! HA.