Upcoming activities; my bday, chalet and Thailand trip (:
Anyway, I'm currently working for Thailand trip!
I know it's quite dangerous to go to Thailand now, but isn't SG as dangerous? lol.
Okay.
Anyway i'm super blur at work. Too many things to absorb.
But it's just a temp job, so may time flies sooner pls.
I wanna quit after 3 mths and search for another job. I like a new environment.

I hope i can carry out the plans that me & lao planned on sat!

Randoms: I love wearing his shirt to sleep.
I kindof "steal" his shirt back home and wore it to slp.
<3
Sweet dreams. Super comfy and big. HAHA.



Sometimes, i get sick and tired of listening to repeated things.
Sometimes, you have to be the one listening, not talking all the time.
Sometimes, you should be flexible and change when smone comment bad on smth u do.
It's just your attitude. You have to change.
You don't like to hear what i say, i understand.
But when everyone is (telling u the same thing) then you shld start thinking wth went wrong, what you shld do to change for the better etc etc.
Don't wait until the time when no one is gonna care about you.
You shld count yourself lucky when there are still ppl around helping you.
Seriously.

Sighs.
I hope things change for the better.
I need better luck.

Anyway, had visited the loo for 4 freaking times in 1.5 hrs @ cc mac while meeting my friends.
Now that i'm back home, i'm fine.
When i'm there, my stomach kept giving me troubles.
Sighs.
I did not eat a lot today.
In fact i had the same food as my lao since dinner time.
He is alright. SOSOSO. I dunno yyyy.
I felt super disgusted after using the toilet @ cc for so many times. EWWWW.
It's like... you noe it smells @ female's toilet lah.
=(

At least that ache stopped me from consuming more food hence avoiding supper.
Whee.
I need to catch some sleep. =(
I'm becoming panda.



My right hand has been overused.
Badmt for 2 hrs caused aching in the muscles, 2 games of improper bowling made it felt strained.
i shld start utilizing my left hand.
But it's kind of retarded and feels musclesless.
=(

Anyways, I'm starting my 2nd stry bk this wk, i love reading<3
Sighs, i wanna jian fei!
But i can't with my lao. Seriously!
It's like we keep eating.
He doesn't motivate me. SIANZ.
He just wanna feed me til fat fat and til i burst.
And when i go exercise with him, he will say let's rest so tired when we didn't even exercise a lot.
I don't wanna listen to him arghhh.
Shit him shit him shit him.



Happy 24th bday to jeff on 19th of July!
He's getting older, becoming old ah pek.
He still didn't get to celebrate with his ai ren.=(

Anyway we had a simple celebration @dte playing arcade, bowling and singing @ktv.
Gz's the Vip of the x zone arcade & bedok ktv alr. Whee. More discounts & promos.
Anyway, he was being an idiot to spite me at bowling & ktv.
Really, stupid asshole.
I will nv be in any of the bets that involves HIM.
And i hate drinks pouring out from nowhere and pouring onto me.
=(
Anyway i bowled so much better W/O him stressing me.
Just like what my gayest friend said<3

Muscles are aching from the 2-hr badmt with my lao.
He is damn irritating cus i am short and i have difficulties hitting if the cork flys too high, Yet he kept hitting those high high ones. LOL. Anyway he was super tired today so i didn't play very bad. =p I smacked the cork to his cock. HAHAHA. Damn funny! whee! Sweet revenge(:

Btw, there's so much things happening now.
I am having mixed feelings.
Loves those frens hu are so concerned abt me.
Loves loves loves and many thanks!



Prepared.



14th was me and ah lao's 41st monthsary(:

I went for my driving lesson that day & he met me after that for a simple dinner @ his fave Sakae Sushi.
He loves sushi very very much i don't know why.
He can visit Sakae or Nihon Mura every single day if i don't stop him. LOL.
Played fun games @ an arcade, a new hideout. Not many ppl, but the games are pretty updated.
I like Mario! HAHA.
We're gonna continue celebrating on fri/sat. Hope we can execute our plans!
plspls!

Have been very tired going back & fro, here & there.
I hope everything gets better.
I can't do nth much but pray & hoping for the better everyday.
<3



Happy 24th Bday to GZ!
or was it 34th? LOL.
Anyway, we shld break the curse of quarreling on every special occasions pls.
HAIZ. Nv failed quarreling on bdays, annivs, partys, etc etc!
When we r alone, we're fine.
When we r w friends, we r not.
It's like he wants to entertain his friends and i wanna entertain mine.
I dun feel very comfortable w his and he doesn't like it.
I wanna go home earlier but he wants me with him.
He felt i was too close with his friends when i wasn't.
He feels i nv care about him but i did not.
And the list goes on and on.
I swear we're fine alone.
So i told him, next time don't go out in a big group.
If u wanna celebrate bdays, just have a hearty meal & it's not necessary to go on with other activities and forcing me to go when i did not want to.
Anyways, just, shi ke er zhi (in chi).
=)

So we had a GOOD talk ytd night, cried our hearts out, and we're fine already.
We told ourselves to break the curse of quarreling at gatherings.
Hope soooo.

I love him and he loves me so we must try harder in this r/s.
In a few days time it's our 3yrs and 5 mths.
Seems so long but it's not. I want it to be longer.

Ytd, i gave in and went to sing with you, i hope u understand that i always try my best to accommodate you. But my parents do not like that i always stay out late(whose parents like their daughters to stay out late anyway).

Despite of all these unhappy stuffs, i know he had a wonderful bday with my friends and his friends celebrating with him(:
On behalf of GZ, thanks to butties, Xy, Pam, Abu, Tab, Pearl for the presents and coming over to have dinner with him. Thanks to Belly for the treat and planning for everything. Thanks to Jeff for bringing us to have dinner at this superb Spanish restaurant at Vivo(:. Thanks to the rest that came: Bangala, MinHui, PeiRong, Shane, Shane's gf, JiaLing, Pak, Yong Jian, Ivan<: And to the chef and the bartender for the drink (i dunno what) and the bday cake. (: <3
The photos taken are everywhere except with me and him cus he is a goooonnnnnndooooo who forgot to bring camera on both days. SIGHS.
Anyway thanks to everyone (:
Though it's not my bday, i had fun. LOL. To GZ: I hope u like all my presents! The sexy underwears, shirt, plush pig, flower,handmade card, birdnest masks and the pretty box!(: I still have the cross stich with me!=b Still in the process of doing it! He just sent me this:













There is still a hip hop super cool shirt given by his friends. And a long sleeve shirt by my friends, precisely-wrapped chocolates and a calculator that he didnt take pics.
(:



I really hate having credit cards with me, cus when i'm broke and sees smth i want, i wld call up my mum to ask if i can use the card. Sighs.
Pls confiscate my card.=(
$300. I promise i will give u most of my money when i work and get my pay.
(:

<3 baby, met him for dinner at Bi Feng Tang.
Thx for the treat.
I went around lking for his bday gift, it was just so hard deciding what to buy.
I wanted to buy a watch or wallet, but tot it wasn't interesting. Plus i had alr gave him those stuffs before (and they r not cheap! =( )... So i was thinking of other stuffs to buy.
I must get all the stuffs tmr because i've no time to buy alr!
Sigh, but i can't finish the smth i am making for him! =(

Driving tmr! I hate to drive. =(



Ktv on Sat!
Thx to lao, we got to sing for 2 xtra hrs for free!(:
It's gd to know ppl! The right ppl*.:D
Went to Expo for Robinsons sale, got nth because of the limited stocks and long-like-crazy queues.
Btw i went there yest and got nth too, but thx to Belly, i went there on sat again. =(
Then it was overnight MJ-ing at Pam's hse.
I lost like shiat! LOL! I don't have begginners' luck!=(
Luckily i passed over to Belly after losing half of my chips, & he xian yu fan shen & won back all the money i lost! ^^
The Mj game was more intense with gambling kings and queens. LOL. I am a gambling NOOB.

Left her house at around 4am, very shacked, but still went to dte macs.
My lao ate 2 sets of mac breakfast meal. ><
He is always tempting me with food. And he knows i cannot resist such temptations.
The reason for gaining so much weight is you...! Argg!

Reached hm at arnd 6-630am, slept like a pig til 4 pm today!
zzz.

I think the happiest person wld be ______. Ha. =p



I guess my neighbour borrowed money from loan sharks,
these idiotic bastard LS came and splashed red paint on my neighbour's door.
SO, being my neighbour's suay neighbour, my house door wasn't spared either.
And another neighbour also got it as well.
Suay.
Made a police report, and i heard from my neighbour that the LS will come again.
Sighs.
ARGGG.

I am currently addicted to doing housework.
I dunno why.
I'm not a clean freak, I do not like to do any housework in the past,
but i am doing it everyday without fail now.
Vacuuming e floor, mopping, cleaning everywhere, washing toilet, doing the laundry... i'm gonna become huang lian po soon.=(

ZZZ, I'm lazy to complete the other side of the cross-stich.

Hope everything gets better. PLSPLSPLS.
<3