Sore throat.
But it's kind of miracle how i could sing almost the same like when i didn't have sore throat!
Wth, weird me. but when i speak, gz could hear that there's a diff.
HAHA, maybe i've a strong dan tian. HAHA.
Okay, sometimes i wonder, what if this what if that.
What if i din't do this,
what if i am not with that smone now,
what if i chose others.
What if what ifs.
I hate what ifs!!!!!!!



It's been a long while since i've last blogged.
Went Bkk with my loves.
Too bad smth must happen to spoil my beautiful mood.
So next time it'll be the gals-thing.(:
Wadever, i still had great fun!
I love love love my loves!
Didn't buy a lot. Had LOST few things!!! =(
I wanna go back and buy things again!
And i will go for a massage and my shark fin!!
I need a longer trip!
Anyways, I'm having a sore throat now.
And flu.
Think it's the rain, late nights, and all the fried food wadsoever.
SIANS.

I miss great long talks w my gd friends.
I need more of these.
I self-confessed my "sins" to my dear friend.
I think it was kind of shocking to hear wad i've done also. HAHA.
I was once a young girl who make stupid mistakes!



LOL. The things i bought at Bkk, so little!!! And i lost some of the items i bought! WTH!=(
























































Kk, i wanna go back to bkk!



I'm missing my dad.=(
This is the 9th day w/o him.
Coping well i guess.
Lucky that i'd been able to help him and stay by his side during that last few months.
I did my part. Maybe not the best, but i did try hardest.
I love him forever, and miss him forever.
Rest in peace, we believe he has gone to a better place.
Was very relieved that he has pink colour "she li zi" which are crystals in his bones remains.
The people at the temple said he has a good personality & very easy-going and old people said he had gone to heaven already. (:

Anyway, happy monthsary to my ah lao. 3yrs 6 months. 42nd monthsary.
He is a great bf. Been with me throughout the wake, helping out alot alot.
I really appreciate his efforts and i know all my relatives/family members appreciated too.
Also many thx to my friends who came down; Butties, the sec.sch guys, shuling, gz's friends, poly friends...
Special thx to those who acc-ed me til the early mornings! Really thx a million.
With you guys it was easier to pass time.

I'm alrighty now.
I just hope some other issues wld be solved after this.
Nv ending probs/issues.
=(
Pls bao you!

Anyways, i was supposed to be at the chalet now.
But came back early coz my dad's 49th day havent passed.
I'm worried abt my driving test already, becoz i havent been learning for 2 wks. Now the coming 3rd wk, cus i'm going to bkk during wkends and i have work during the wkdays. How am i supposed to pass my practical like that?=(
Sighs. I just hope i can learn and pick things up faster.=(

I have so many things to worry about now, when can life be better huh?
Life is like that. SIGHS.



Had fun on my bday celebration with my butts!
Thx for the presents!(:

Smtimes, i really think my lao is a weird old ah pek with a xiao hai zi's heart in him.
Smtimes he is super irritating.
Why do i stil love him arh.
Lol.

Anyway, my gay friend is getting more and more pmsy these days.
The china bros are getting weird lah. ><
Tues-Fri i dint work cos the prev gal doing handover of stuffs.
So i had more time for more impt things(:
But my bad habit of slping late is coming again.

National day's coming. Means holidays.
I think i am super slack in Aug=(
Lol.
Kk. <3s



Issen it weird to get back to ur ex of 3 yrs ago?
Hmmm.

Anyway, thx for all the wishes and loves<3

Had fun playing with my loves on Sunday!
Even MH came and i was so surprised. I tot he wldn't.
Lol.
Loves everyboday!
Thx for the presents!! (:

So, i'm officially 20. Next wld be Tab's. Then xy will be 21! OMG. Time flies.
I dun wanna grow old. =(



I'm 20! Omg. Time flies.
My parents & grandparents gave my angbaos with their wishes written on them! Thx!
Loves!
Anyway even w/o angbaos i still love them definitely!
Esp my dad's...=( Loves<3
Didn't carry out my plans with lao but still had a great day.
He came all the way to HG, surprised me with the flowers! HAHA.
I nv liked him to buy flowers cus it's pretty to see but it'll wither smday and it's sad.=(
Anyway he bought me a small bouquet so it's okay. Lol.

Thx to pam and bangala who came to join us for the dinner buffet! So last min but still came! Loves!
HAHA!
Wanted to catch Hangover but but but! Tickets were sold out. SIANZ!
Thx to my lao for the wonderful presents. (:
And thx to the dinner treat.
I wanna go exercise i don't want buffets anymore. LOLOLOL!
Tmr will be a mini celebration w my closest friends(:
Loves loves loves!