I'm missing my dad.=(
This is the 9th day w/o him.
Coping well i guess.
Lucky that i'd been able to help him and stay by his side during that last few months.
I did my part. Maybe not the best, but i did try hardest.
I love him forever, and miss him forever.
Rest in peace, we believe he has gone to a better place.
Was very relieved that he has pink colour "she li zi" which are crystals in his bones remains.
The people at the temple said he has a good personality & very easy-going and old people said he had gone to heaven already. (:

Anyway, happy monthsary to my ah lao. 3yrs 6 months. 42nd monthsary.
He is a great bf. Been with me throughout the wake, helping out alot alot.
I really appreciate his efforts and i know all my relatives/family members appreciated too.
Also many thx to my friends who came down; Butties, the sec.sch guys, shuling, gz's friends, poly friends...
Special thx to those who acc-ed me til the early mornings! Really thx a million.
With you guys it was easier to pass time.

I'm alrighty now.
I just hope some other issues wld be solved after this.
Nv ending probs/issues.
=(
Pls bao you!

Anyways, i was supposed to be at the chalet now.
But came back early coz my dad's 49th day havent passed.
I'm worried abt my driving test already, becoz i havent been learning for 2 wks. Now the coming 3rd wk, cus i'm going to bkk during wkends and i have work during the wkdays. How am i supposed to pass my practical like that?=(
Sighs. I just hope i can learn and pick things up faster.=(

I have so many things to worry about now, when can life be better huh?
Life is like that. SIGHS.