My camera is declared dead. No hope!=(

So sad...=((((

Though that camera is not a very exp one, not the best one...
but it was a birthday gift from gz to me last yr.
The time when he was going to quit his job with SIA, the time when he has a pay cut due to studying and changing his shift hours to office hours, the time when he is quite poor... he bought that camera for me. Without much thinking. Just because i randomly told him i wan a camera.
=(

The first time when my camera dropped, i threw temper on him, i cried and i didn't talk to him. He went all the way to Jurong, and got the camera repaired for me. The other time the camera's condition wasn't as bad as now, so he could still cheat his way through by telling the cust serv ppl that he knocked the cam onto the wall.

But this time round, the lens were hitted so badly that even my fren's fren concluded that it has "no hope" in repairing and that i shld just get a new one.

Why am i so careless? Though it wasn't my fault that the camera dropped again. But ultimately, the cam is mine so it's still my fault.
I freaking wanna cry!


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I'm sorry, for not taking care of the things that u gave me.=((((((

*Cries*