Can't wait for next photoshoot & update for HBA.
It's been sooo long & blog's getting rusty!
Hopefully, we will still huat soon. Lol.



Captured the cute smile in my mind.
=D
Don't smile too much at me,
i will melt in the heart.
<3
This? is a secret.
shhhh!



My ah lao said that he is gg to bring me to ktv to sing next wk!
Just me and him!
I dun care... you better do it!
U wanted me to get back that feeling of singing again! haha!
Say so much, now u have to pay more money=p
HAHA.
=pp

Counting down, plus today mc again.
Coughing non-stop!
=(



For this, I have made up my mind.

Sometimes, what u really want may not end up being yours.

So, the conclusion is: Just live with it.
Bury the dark secrets w u, so that things will remain its way.
What if...
If the truth has been exposed, it won't do good either ways.
Hearts of lovers and friends will be broken.
You will lose ur (supposed)-love one & the one u actually love.

Okay, stop my emo-ish & back to life.
Bridging course for Math has started, trying my best to survive!
I threw all my A-math back to my teacher long ago, sadly speaking.
I just wanna get all the basics right, & be able to pass this module!
For work, it's counting down for me. I wanna leave that place badly, though i really dunno if i cld get a better job!
For r/s, it'll be 4yrs & 3mths soon.
But no plans for anything yet, dun even think of it.
Everything will be diff soon, he is doing his shift work, while i m slogging my ass studying & of cus, if applicable, working too.
I have my own emo-ish probs also, i m just so problematic.
I rmb him saying the boredom phase will kick in after 4 yrs?
I think we might be facing such a problem now? HAHA.
"How deep is our love?" I hope to get that "feel" back?
Driving? Worst. Dunno what is what now. =(
When can my hands/legs coordinate? I don't even know when to change gear.>.<

That's a summary of my boring life.
Bring me back to life.



The.Feeling.is.Back.

stop stop stop!



Mc due to serious throat inflammation.
Those past few days, coughing and coughing like imma dying soon.
Anyway, I think i m very fickle-minded, and undecisive and also very very lost.
Like i wanna quit this job so badly, but on the other hand, i m afraid i cant find a job.
I wanna study part-time, but i so wanna study full time also.
I wanna do this and that, but i jus can't make up my mind.
Is this some psychological disease or wad?
Very very messed in my mind.
Major HAIS.
I know jeff and belly is damn pissed off alr.
I always lk for them to talk abt the same thing over n agn.
I think I'd bothered them too much, I told myself i must not bother anyone alr.
But smtimes i jus need smone to talk to.
Gz will listen to me, but i just need more assurance from others.
But I must not irritated others alr.
Plus i noe gz's job is damn tough actually, so i shld jus keep everything myself lah.
Pork, pls settle ur own probs.
Hais hais.
=(



Keng mc keng mc keng mc.
But i m really really sick now omg shit meeee.
Yesterday's Musfata made me sick la.
Walked past the refrigeration part, it was sooo cold.
Then shortly after that, i think i felt so ill.
From yesterday till now, i feel feverish and my whole body is aching badly.
I think yesterday's rain also contributed to making me ill la.
Just when i decided to go to work everyday this wk.
I still dunno if i shld go to the doc and tk mc or not.

How la. Sian!



Haven't been updating this little space of mine.
Anyway, I'd tendered my resignation.. I wanna leave that place badly!
I dread working there! It's not the job scope, it's the f-environment!
Now that i'd tendered, I m even braver in the sense to even shout back the customer. OMG. I m sucha bitch lah.

Anyway, I am not the only one who has been F-ing the company, so it's seriously not my fault!
And that manager actually talked to me abt this.
She freaking indirectly critisized me and my character!
Wad f?!??!
So, do u mean by staying in a call centre, working there could allow me to sore to greater heights, be groomed into someone with a strong character and attitude wadever shit?
I think i will be groomed into a hypocrite?
Like friendly with the customer, and the next minute, swearing and cursing him/her?

But i m not saying all customers are damn bad la. But, tt's seriously not the case la! damn bitachhhh!

Anyway, after critisizing me, guess what! She asked if i wanna stay in there working as temp admin staff. >.< Okay, my conclusion is, the company is seriously lacking with manpower and is dying to find ways to make staff like me, stay in the company.
NO WAY.
I wld seriously rather find a temp outside.

And, i came to realised, last wk, 4 left the co.
Next wk, 1 is going to leave.
May, i m gg to leave.
June? 4 will be leaving.
July! 7 will be leaving!
Omg. HAHA.
Shortage of manpower to the max.
Now there is a new batch of ppl.. I wonder how long can they stay in this co.

Anyway, this job is making me lose my voice!
Like, in the past i can hit those notes in those songs i used to sing, but now, i can't reach them easily! And i always have dry coughs at work. Damn bad smmore.

COUNTING DOWN!
No money nvm, i just wanna count down.
tick tock!