pohpipi

worried for nth =((

2011-03-18T04:36:00.000-07:00

I hope my online shopping stuffs come!!!

Cus i suddenly regretted not tking registered post!!! argg!!!

Good memories are meant to be kept

2010-06-27T03:27:00.000-07:00

I m moving on... ...

Just walk away.

2010-06-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

It's worth the wait.
=)
I wanna fight for my happiness,
please, many please....!

I needa run,
I need my adrenaline.

I dun wanna talk abt it.

2010-06-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
Blue for the tears, black for the nights fears.
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Shivering in fears, what's my next step?
Even if I know my next step, how am i gg to do it?
When?
Where?
No one can help me think.
Stand on my own feet, I can do it.
I must not drag anyone down, yes,
& constantly reminding this to myself.
Protecting the one I shld.

Just can't stop my tears,
they're bothering me at work, at home, on public transport etc etc.
I wanna be strong.

Yay.
Nth is wrong with me,
I am fine.
Just read & forget.
=))
I love life.
It's so exciting!
Yay.

I must sign it omgomg!=(

2010-06-06T10:00:00.000-07:00

Me?
I dun feel like signing the contract, but after thinking of my 'wants list',
i feel the NEED to sign it.
1. I am travelling soon, i need money.
2. It's GSS! i need money to shop.
3. I need to go to school, i need money for transport!
4. I m one of the shareholders for HBA, i need money to fund my blogshop!
5. I like to eat! I need money for yummy treats!!!!!
6. I need money to buy presents for frens' bdays!
7. I need money to hang out w my BFF(s)!
8. I need money to cont learning my driving!
9. I am IN NEED OF MONEY.

SO, my motivation to work?
I NEED MONEY.
Tt's how ppl who dislike working survive anyway rite?

Okay, after typing this post, i really am gg to sign it.
If i can't finish my work, i will jus freaking leave it dangling there.
I dun care.
She said i can leave on time de.
I freaking dun care!
=)

Anyway, I really feel like a souless person.
How to cont being w someone when i_________,
how to cont doing smthing i ___________?
I think i will master this real soon lah.
I hate how fate arranged ______.
What to do?
I still believe in fate.
The word that caused my _________!!!!!
RARRR!

Just live happily

2010-06-05T11:52:00.000-07:00

一起活在这城迷宫提起你名字
心还跳动却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动...
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Anyway, sex and the city 2 is not bad leh.
Wonder why so many ppl reviewed that it issent nice?
I need money.
Company, pls gimme back my money,
approve my claims soon!=(
And cheque pls clear soon.
=( Out of money!
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该怎么说让彼此选择但思念还转动

So what?

2010-06-05T10:49:00.000-07:00

Finally said what i felt.
But, so what?

To love or to be loved?

2010-05-27T12:07:00.000-07:00

幸福沒有那麼容易
才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心
所以最開心

曾經
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Haiz, this is so irritating.
Why is my job scope so huge?
I can't take it as the days go by.
Everyday is OT.
I am going to talk to them seriously, that either they lighten the job load,
or i am going to leave.
I am serious!
=(

To love or to be loved?
Which is better?
Be with the one u love?
Or be with the one who loves u?

The red mark

2010-05-26T08:51:00.000-07:00

It's even better den the real one?
Lol.
Anyway, war at work!
Totally.
=(
Cries!
Everyday, feels butterflies in the tummy.
Everyday feels like crying la!

I am waiting for her to come back cus i need to talk abt the job totally!

when i see u, i m (:

2010-05-25T09:38:00.000-07:00

All the days spent together, I wished for better
But I didn't want the train to come
Now it's departed, I'am broken hearted
Seems like we never started
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My ever-shittiest job.
Seriously.
Totally.
Shld i sign the contract?
=(

Cries out loud, i hope i can negotiate smth out.
=(

Tired tired tired,
forseeing myself OT-ing everyday,
what's worst is i may be staring at the comp screen not knowing what to do.
Or maybe customers staring at me cursing at me? Cus i dunno what to do.
HAIZ!

must try to b happy=)

2010-05-24T11:44:00.000-07:00

Missing You 我坦白突然背叛的未来
那个时间转角你就不再留意我存在
Missing You Every Night
连星海也嘲笑我活该
我还有什麽资格放不开
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Work started,
it sucks totally.
No choice but to stick w it, for now.
Until i find a new job.
omgomg. Totally felt the pressure and shit coming.
Next, i dislike math but because of _________, i ________.
=)
Lastly, I needa stop eating.
(I'd lost the passion for eating all of the sudden, most prob due to the new job. I dunno why! =( )

Back from Genting

2010-05-21T10:57:00.000-07:00

When i update my secret blog, it means I am feeling weird agn.
My heart....
Argg.

Back from genting, the next time i go there, i wanna go into the casino opening my passport big big. Cus i sneaked in so many times, all failed, except once! It was when the police was checking others' passport and didn't notice me! lol!

Anyway, i got 3 blue-blacks from the trip, all thanks to B and J!
Nonetheless, I still love my BFF! Lol! & Bf la. HAHAHA!=p

<3 Bf, Bff, and younger brother. Lol!

HBA

2010-04-30T07:50:00.000-07:00

Can't wait for next photoshoot & update for HBA.
It's been sooo long & blog's getting rusty!
Hopefully, we will still huat soon. Lol.

Your smile!

2010-04-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

Captured the cute smile in my mind.
=D
Don't smile too much at me,
i will melt in the heart.
<3
This? is a secret.
shhhh!

I needa feel!

2010-04-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

My ah lao said that he is gg to bring me to ktv to sing next wk!
Just me and him!
I dun care... you better do it!
U wanted me to get back that feeling of singing again! haha!
Say so much, now u have to pay more money=p
HAHA.
=pp

Counting down, plus today mc again.
Coughing non-stop!
=(

my saddening life

2010-04-26T10:10:00.001-07:00

For this, I have made up my mind.

Sometimes, what u really want may not end up being yours.

So, the conclusion is: Just live with it.
Bury the dark secrets w u, so that things will remain its way.
What if...
If the truth has been exposed, it won't do good either ways.
Hearts of lovers and friends will be broken.
You will lose ur (supposed)-love one & the one u actually love.

Okay, stop my emo-ish & back to life.
Bridging course for Math has started, trying my best to survive!
I threw all my A-math back to my teacher long ago, sadly speaking.
I just wanna get all the basics right, & be able to pass this module!
For work, it's counting down for me. I wanna leave that place badly, though i really dunno if i cld get a better job!
For r/s, it'll be 4yrs & 3mths soon.
But no plans for anything yet, dun even think of it.
Everything will be diff soon, he is doing his shift work, while i m slogging my ass studying & of cus, if applicable, working too.
I have my own emo-ish probs also, i m just so problematic.
I rmb him saying the boredom phase will kick in after 4 yrs?
I think we might be facing such a problem now? HAHA.
"How deep is our love?" I hope to get that "feel" back?
Driving? Worst. Dunno what is what now. =(
When can my hands/legs coordinate? I don't even know when to change gear.>.<

That's a summary of my boring life.
Bring me back to life.

Why?

2010-04-24T22:33:00.001-07:00

The.Feeling.is.Back.

stop stop stop!

So lost.

2010-04-23T10:22:00.000-07:00

Mc due to serious throat inflammation.
Those past few days, coughing and coughing like imma dying soon.
Anyway, I think i m very fickle-minded, and undecisive and also very very lost.
Like i wanna quit this job so badly, but on the other hand, i m afraid i cant find a job.
I wanna study part-time, but i so wanna study full time also.
I wanna do this and that, but i jus can't make up my mind.
Is this some psychological disease or wad?
Very very messed in my mind.
Major HAIS.
I know jeff and belly is damn pissed off alr.
I always lk for them to talk abt the same thing over n agn.
I think I'd bothered them too much, I told myself i must not bother anyone alr.
But smtimes i jus need smone to talk to.
Gz will listen to me, but i just need more assurance from others.
But I must not irritated others alr.
Plus i noe gz's job is damn tough actually, so i shld jus keep everything myself lah.
Pork, pls settle ur own probs.
Hais hais.
=(

VERY ILL LAAA OMGGG

2010-04-18T03:13:00.000-07:00

Keng mc keng mc keng mc.
But i m really really sick now omg shit meeee.
Yesterday's Musfata made me sick la.
Walked past the refrigeration part, it was sooo cold.
Then shortly after that, i think i felt so ill.
From yesterday till now, i feel feverish and my whole body is aching badly.
I think yesterday's rain also contributed to making me ill la.
Just when i decided to go to work everyday this wk.
I still dunno if i shld go to the doc and tk mc or not.

How la. Sian!

F my current job!

2010-04-12T08:25:00.000-07:00

Haven't been updating this little space of mine.
Anyway, I'd tendered my resignation.. I wanna leave that place badly!
I dread working there! It's not the job scope, it's the f-environment!
Now that i'd tendered, I m even braver in the sense to even shout back the customer. OMG. I m sucha bitch lah.

Anyway, I am not the only one who has been F-ing the company, so it's seriously not my fault!
And that manager actually talked to me abt this.
She freaking indirectly critisized me and my character!
Wad f?!??!
So, do u mean by staying in a call centre, working there could allow me to sore to greater heights, be groomed into someone with a strong character and attitude wadever shit?
I think i will be groomed into a hypocrite?
Like friendly with the customer, and the next minute, swearing and cursing him/her?

But i m not saying all customers are damn bad la. But, tt's seriously not the case la! damn bitachhhh!

Anyway, after critisizing me, guess what! She asked if i wanna stay in there working as temp admin staff. >.< Okay, my conclusion is, the company is seriously lacking with manpower and is dying to find ways to make staff like me, stay in the company.
NO WAY.
I wld seriously rather find a temp outside.

And, i came to realised, last wk, 4 left the co.
Next wk, 1 is going to leave.
May, i m gg to leave.
June? 4 will be leaving.
July! 7 will be leaving!
Omg. HAHA.
Shortage of manpower to the max.
Now there is a new batch of ppl.. I wonder how long can they stay in this co.

Anyway, this job is making me lose my voice!
Like, in the past i can hit those notes in those songs i used to sing, but now, i can't reach them easily! And i always have dry coughs at work. Damn bad smmore.

COUNTING DOWN!
No money nvm, i just wanna count down.
tick tock!

rarrr

2010-03-19T22:11:00.000-07:00

Yay, camera revived.
Not $200. jus $60.
Heng.
But I am officially broked. =(

Next wk am gonna start answering calls. My oh my.
I should think positive.
Ya ya ya.

My poor Camera! Sorry GZ!

2010-03-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

My camera is declared dead. No hope!=(

So sad...=((((

Though that camera is not a very exp one, not the best one...
but it was a birthday gift from gz to me last yr.
The time when he was going to quit his job with SIA, the time when he has a pay cut due to studying and changing his shift hours to office hours, the time when he is quite poor... he bought that camera for me. Without much thinking. Just because i randomly told him i wan a camera.
=(

The first time when my camera dropped, i threw temper on him, i cried and i didn't talk to him. He went all the way to Jurong, and got the camera repaired for me. The other time the camera's condition wasn't as bad as now, so he could still cheat his way through by telling the cust serv ppl that he knocked the cam onto the wall.

But this time round, the lens were hitted so badly that even my fren's fren concluded that it has "no hope" in repairing and that i shld just get a new one.

Why am i so careless? Though it wasn't my fault that the camera dropped again. But ultimately, the cam is mine so it's still my fault.
I freaking wanna cry!

=(((((((((((((((((((((

I'm sorry, for not taking care of the things that u gave me.=((((((

*Cries*

I wan my fatty lao lao!

2010-03-16T06:54:00.000-07:00

I seriously had no idea how much i wld miss my fatty-laogong when both of us are working, with diff work timings, diff off days, that we can only meet maybe for about 4 to 10 hours a week? So not used to it.
I wld stare at his cute picture in my wallet like almost everytime?
HAHA. siaoz.
Anyway, my fatty lao has lost weight due to stress at work.
Why not me losing weight ah!
=( I am stressed too leh!

Anyway, i had no idea how much i hate studying, all those hatred... ... when i touched all the notes agn at work. I freaking wanna dieeeeeeee.
=(
How am i gonna study in school ahhh.
SIGHS!

SIGHS sighs!=(

Wanderlust...

2010-03-08T12:09:00.000-08:00

I m broke alr.
=(

Anyway, i really hope to earn and save enuf to go backpacking in Europe!
Not those glam glam tour, but backpacking and combing the places in Europe!
Not all definitely, i wun have so much money to do that.
Maybe U.K., Italy, Spain, Turkey, France, Switzerland and Germany(other cities cept the ones i went)...? Not alot rite. (Okay tt's actually ALOT)
When will money fall from the sky, to the hands of mine?

Anyway, 2 words to myself, DREAM ON... ...

It's good to have dreams, issen it?
Dreams make people live happier=)
Though it may or may not come true.

I.so.need.a.job.
So as to fulfill my never-ending travel list.
Shall maybe start dreaming from the nearer countries,
like Korea, Japan, Tw, China...
I wanna go Korea in the winter cus i wanna ski agn.
GZ, faster earn money and bring me to somewhere! HAHA.
When ur mummy shows me your holiday at Korea,
I so feel like gg there! =(
With u!
HAHA.
Must wait long long i know.

K i m gonna wait, and dream long long.

=(

I want my lao lao lao.

2010-02-25T11:36:00.000-08:00

3d 2n HK with xy butt was great!
Wished it was longer thou.
Very tiring cus we started the trip very tired.

My lao has started his work alr!
So not used to this.
=(
Can't go out w him on wkdays and wkends anymore.
He can't acc me here and there anymore.
No more 24/7 with him anymore.
Sad sad.
=(

Why aren't

2010-02-15T14:11:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, i really hope that u are him.
=(

Life is ball

2010-02-10T10:53:00.000-08:00

Wasted trip to Orchard for R.E. interview today but still,
i enjoyed walking around, just talking and looking at things.
Maybe some calories were burnt even.
So much walking in heels, with my blistered feet due to ytd badminton session; barefooted.
=(
Orbi good to me.=(

Later on, another interview. Dunno if i want it or not, or dunno if they want me or not.
Just try my luck. I only can start working after Hk trip also.
Or even after my test in March.
How did i survive with such little money for arnd 2 mths alr?
Miracles just so happened when shit comes.
Just like bowling with my frens and teaming up w someone, made me felt stressed up, and gave me the energy to have strikes and spared quite a few times.
Life is so unpredictable, lah.

Private blog tt's what i need.

2010-02-08T15:43:00.000-08:00

Yay, i've another blog to let me vent out my feelings alr.
Private private. Hais.
Emo-ish again.

rarrr.

2010-02-08T13:38:00.000-08:00

Omg after listening to Ding Dang's PK performance at xing guang da dao most recent video, i soooo love her! Hahh.
Super power, super tok-kong.
I so wanna go singing now. HAHAHA! OKay it's 5.40am and i'm not aslp.
Cus i slpt at lao's hse (agn) from like 5plus pm to 8pm.
And i can't sleep now. wth wth!
=(

Finally applied for UOL part-time business course.
But Pam applied a diff course from mine!
Anyway she will eventually study for 2 yrs while i have to study for 3.
So, we wun be classmates aftall.
Sad sad.
=(
So anyway, i'll be the latest to grad from Butties. Ha.
Old grad. tsk tsk.
Lol!
Nvm the guys will be the oldest.
Now i really hope to find a job soon.
Need moolas.

14th is coming!

2010-02-08T09:40:00.000-08:00

14 Blades was nice!
=)
Anyway, 7 more days to CNY,
7 more days to Valentine's,
7 more days to our 4th years of "ai"!(Love)
HAHA.
okay, but it wun be anything special.
I guess it will be smth simple but sweet.
Haa. Can't expect much from his financial situation now. Lol.
Arggs, to MBS IR lor!=(
I hope he will make it up after his new job starts. =p
*Hints*
HAHA!

Tired. Bonkers

2010-01-31T10:21:00.000-08:00

I think i'm getting more bonkers.
The other day i was doing the laundry, i accidentally cut my hand.
I cried and called gz and screamed at him. And haha, he came down to my hse immediately.
yay.
=)

Anyway, I'm so tired everyday, nv slept enough.
HAIS. I must slp after i watched hai pai tian xin.
=)

Pls move my ass.

2010-01-25T09:43:00.000-08:00

I must get things done.
I'm a lazy bum.
Sighs!

this love

2010-01-23T01:44:00.000-08:00

Very surprised to see many ppl are/ were actually on the same boat with me.
Reading them makes me feel ___.
Tell myself constantly, this should be buried deep in my heart. my mind.
But, i know the pain of this is increasing. The longer it goes, the worst it gets.
What can I do?
The moment one knows what is gg on, ... ...
No way. Hell no.

I wanna stop this feeling,
but how could i?
How do i stop this feeling?
I just can't tell you why.

It is impossible between ____.
Can I stop ___________.
=(

STEPS

2010-01-19T12:37:00.000-08:00

Okay me decided, find a not so tough job so as to make sure i can complete my studies.
So, the IO job is out alr.
Think I shld zoom in and focus on finding either cust serv or admin related.
I dun wanna b too stressed out and neglect work/ studies.
But if i do fail/ do badly in any of it, i can't stress myself too much either.
Just do my best. Right right.
Just hope gz faster start work, faster earn money, faster yang wo.
Then i no need to be so stressed. HAHA!
Okay actually i'm not stressed yet.
Actually i'm enjoying my slacker life now.
But i just dun feel like doing nothing everyday whenever i've nth to do.
Ermz, i dun really get what i'm trying to type but i noe what i'm trying to say.
yay.
Just do my best in finding a job for now
=)
Cannot be too tough, able to juggle w my studies in future.
At least for the whole of the 3 yr course.
Can't be too ambitious for now.
Maybe after my studies, i can start being ambitious.
But for now, it's just one step at a time.
If i've a low salary, den i shall be thrifty.
If i wanna buy smthing, i shall think twice.
Then i will be able to survive.

KK. step by step.
step by step.
zzz.

okay i hate myself, happy?

2010-01-19T08:42:00.000-08:00

Bloody missed the chance.
Really hated myself.
ARGG.
It cld hav been a gd job opp for me cus it's like not diff, 3 timeslots to choose from, ideal for me if i were to work and study, not bad pay.
F me.
Really.
=(

Alrighty, fine. For now i can only wait for the other job.
Havent got any replies yet. It's kinda hard for me to get that i know.
just gotta console myself that i gave myself til feb.
Still got a bit of time left.
Cheer up pork.

HAHA.
Movies watched: Sherlock Holmes, The Spy Next Door, and The Blind Side.
I love The Blind Side.=)
SO very touching and i like Sandra Bullock.
=)

Umemployed? Nua at home.

2010-01-17T10:26:00.000-08:00

Currently:

下一站, 幸福 & 海派甜心

=)

HAHA!

Both are nice!

Okay, i'm nua-ing these few days at hm.
It's just the laziness in me.
I cld've worked part-time these few days, but i chose to nua at home.
Late nights, chiong dramas, out w the BNF and BFC and gang for late night entertainment/supper, talking to my BNF in the midnight & watching dramas tgt (at diff homes of cus)... omg so so so unfulfilling actually.
But, I'm actually enjoying this life very much. Definitely can't last for long.
I mean, no work means no money what.
How to lead such life for long? lol!

My right arm is aching quite a bit due to bowling & badminton.
Shucks.
=(
It aches esp when i scratch my back w that hand.
OUCH.

Depressing life of MINE

2010-01-15T12:06:00.000-08:00

After listening to Jeff's talk, I felt soooo depressed.
=(
Anyway, everything is not finalised yet.
I've till Feb rite rite.
Anyway, I'm damn SENSITIVE these few days.
Esp with those friends who always make me sensitive!

Anyway, another depressing thing is that i found out the reason for me increasing so much weight was that I was on medication for pimples!
So sad la. it's like all the weight lost came up in 6 mths just like that.
SAD!=(
=(
=(

Bloody depressed week.
Really really really.

Shakes head.
Life is so depressing zomg.

Anyway Gz knocked his head on some metal thingy.
He claimed he was so in pain that i had to rushed back to Tampines and pangseh my butties.
But when i saw him, he wasn't as bad as i tot.
Argg.
Always say til very jia lat in order to make me gan jiong.
blah.

PISSed!

2010-01-12T08:44:00.001-08:00

Ok, i freaking went to some place to meet up him and his frens,
and i went back home to get smth cus i forgot to bring, den had to go back to that same place agn.

I was pissed becus, the reason for forgetting the thing was because i forgot, yes.
And my stupid lao didn't remind me when he came my hse to fetch me.
He should noe i've some serious f-up memory there.

I was pissed becus I had to go double trip just to get smth to LEND ppl.

I was pissed why my stupid lao didn't stop me from walking back to get the thing when he should've said things like I should wait til he finished the game den acc me back home.

I was pissed becus I actually had that feeling to play after leaving the sports hall but i had to walk back home thus resulting of time wasted and couldn't play anything.

I was pissed why i have to get back home MYSELF and bring that thing back.

I was pissed why can't they just walk to my hse to get it since I was supposed to be the middleman to lend smth not even to return or wad.

I was pissed why I'm even that stupid to even go to the sports hall when i knew i wldn't be able to play a game because i'm a f-lousy player.

I was pissed of myself for eventually gg back to the hall to deliver that thing to my fren because i know i must complete my "mission".

I was pissed off.
F-PISSED OFF.
The most pissed off thing was that my stupid lao didn't even call to ask if i were gg back to meet him or hav i reached home. Or asked if i were safe. Or even give me a call.
DAMN pissed.
I could've NOT go back.
I could've stayed at home and rest.
I could've f- dun care.
Because, they don't even care.

F-pissed.

Bloody shitty me

2010-01-08T11:58:00.000-08:00

Bad oh Bad.
=(
It's me. I know.
But i can't help it.
Thy feel.

Anyway, been gg out a lot.
Bought quite alot of things and gg broke.
No jobs, so broke.
Fren's bdays and travel.
and so many many.

Shall find a job soon.
Else no money can't buy presents for frens.
Sad sad.

Luckily i can't really celebrate for cny.
cus that means i do not hav to buy many new clothes.
and spend more money agn.
i cld also give excuses for not buying new clothes to bai nian.
yupz.

anyway, may gd luck come to me soon.
now and forever.
luckz me.

xy turns 21!

2010-01-04T07:43:00.000-08:00

Xy's 21st party on Sunday was =)
She's the first Butt to turn 21!
Ha.
She was so pretty and glam in her toga jumpsuit.
And loved the cake too!

Anyway, next wld be pam den everyone and den all of us wld b so old alr.
Sighs.

I'm still contemplating whether to sponsor my ah lao for that dwnpayment thingy.
it's like, if he doesn't do braces den i could do it. But it wld be a waste of money to put braces on me and my frens were like wth-why-do-u-wanna-put-braces-might-as-well-save-the-money-to-do-slimming that kind of face. LOL.
And i seriously think my lao shld put braces as his set of teeth is very bad.
=(
Okay, now how.
to or not to?

Lol!

kk. bloody broke already. Hates the Ir for not starting the training early man.
It's making gz broke soon and it makes me unhappy arhgzzz!
=(
Faster start faster start!!!!

Off in 7 hours!

2009-12-23T08:52:00.000-08:00

Flying off in 7 hrs to Chiang Mai.
Gonna sit Thai Airways. The food on flight is not bad. Lol.
Just that there will b a transit of like 3 hrs. =(
Anyway am gonna treasure this time w my family.
It has been long since we travelled tgt.
And i miss my dad.=( I know he is up there looking at us.=)
I so so so miss my dad, i recently saw my dear fren's sister posted smth regarding her dad on fb and i started tearing, at work.=(
She is my neighbour upstairs, and she once said that maybe my dad has gone up to be neighbours with her dad agn.=)

Anyway, the feeling is back agn.
I promised that it will not and never happened.
But why?
I better shoo myself further away else it wld turn into betrayal.
=(

Mixeddd

2009-12-21T08:12:00.000-08:00

I was feeling weird when i talked to __ man. It's like. Sighs.
Cannot.be.described.
=(
Here I am typing abt __, that person came online. Wah.
Anyway,
I was conned by conman qi er papa!
He told me to take bus 36 to bugis!
There i were, in the bus waiting for Bugis to appear before me!
But i took like an hr and was still circling Orchard.
Damn him.
=(
Anyway, my camera has no probs! The one with probs is me!
I took the wrong usb cable all along. Wad's wrong with me?!?!?
Sighs. Blur.

Anyway, yay! loves fleas!
I wan more more!

Back from bkk

2009-12-07T08:30:00.000-08:00

Back from Bkk!
Nv shopped that much though. Kind of regretted!
=(
Sighs.
I was very very exhausted from this trip =(
Compared to the last trip, i thought this was so much more tiring!
The next trip to Bkk, i must buy many stuffs and stop considering so much!

Anyway, Hk in Feb.=)
But firstly, I needa find a Ft job so that i will have money to enjoy fully.
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=)

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Movies!

2009-11-29T06:33:00.000-08:00

Watched 2012, Ninja Assassin, New Moon & Mulan this and last week.
=)

I love all those movies i watched!
2012's graphics are very good. Ninja's Rain's body is super hot. New Moon is nice. Mulan is touching and intense.

So i'd watched so many movies nowadays cus my bf is a movie-freak.
lol.

Counting down to Bkk=)

=(

2009-11-15T23:46:00.000-08:00

Damn sleepy now.
@work but can't concentrate at all.
Hates that Biatch=(

Anyway, went to sing with my lao ytd.
It was like when we just started this r/s.
Ha.
So our plans are to go Jurong Bird Park this wkend.
=) Hope it works out cus everytime we planned smth, it nv went accordingly to it.

My camera spoilt!
Cus i was suay tt day. fri, 13th.
I passed the cam to lao and he dropped.
=(
I went to a restaurant at vivo, ate good food and turned out i was allergic to some food or ingredients that now i've that bubble thingy on my face.
=(
SIGHS. Shakes head.

When will my luck turn for the better??!?!?

2009-11-11T07:12:00.000-08:00

I'm so @@!
Tired.
Didn't know a temp recept had to do sooo many things.
Whateverrr.=(

Damn fat manz. I finally got tt feeling to jian fei. But not motivated.
LOL!

kk. catch my drama~! ha.

Failure is success' mama!

2009-11-04T06:38:00.000-08:00

As expected. I failed. Lol!=(

kk. I will do better next time lah.
Damn that tester.
zzz!

D day!

2009-11-03T08:14:00.000-08:00

Tmr's the dreaded day.
D-day.
Argg.
Omfg am soooo nervous. Gonna suffer breakdown alr.
=(

Luckssss man.

=(

2009-10-31T10:52:00.000-07:00

That feeling is back.
Not supposed to be back=(
It's damn bad. Very bad.
=((

Guilt.
Freak.
Why am i so easily swayed, esp when it comes to this.
Bloody hate myself.
=(

Sorry to _. I can't let u know this time round. No, never.

Anyway, the dreaded Wed is coming. Damn freaked out.
Only god and myself can help myself. ><

Movies chiongster!

2009-10-29T09:09:00.000-07:00

Watched many movies!=)
Julie and Julia, Lesbian Vampires, Pandorum, Imagine That and Jennifer's body in these 2 wks.
Ha. Movie Chiongster.
Still gonna watch more.
Waiting waiting.
Some of the movies watched aren't that nice. Lol.

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2009-10-28T09:08:00.000-07:00

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movies and ktv freak!

2009-10-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

Been movie-ing these few days.
Sorority Row, Julie & Julia, Pandorum.
Sad to say, all these movies are nt my type. =(
Anws, been ktv-ing almost everey wk! omg.
Ktv-freaks!
w lao/belly/chicken.
lol.
They've been ktv-ing too! HAHA.
Miss the 4 butts singing "becus of u".
HAHA!
The mighty 4 forces combined. Yay.

OKay. i'm feeling damn stressed. Cus of driving. sad sad.
My brains hav probs omg. =( can't coordinate properly.
HAHA.
kk. relax omg.

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2009-10-13T20:01:00.000-07:00

Damn sick and tired of working.
HAHA. I think i'm just sick of that b here.
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MY lao!=(

2009-10-05T22:07:00.000-07:00

I wonder issit because my lao nagged at me too much, that i am already missing him the whole morning cus i cldn't call him to let him nag at.
He has contaminated my ears w all his nags.
Lol.
But at least he called me to tell me he is safe in HK already=)
Ha.
Hope he enjoys too much til he has nth to nag at me when he comes back to SG.
yay!

I miss him omg. =(
Whaha!

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2009-10-03T12:20:00.000-07:00

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where shall we go?

2009-09-29T07:17:00.000-07:00

=( We may not be going to Korea afterall. The prices are too high & so not worth!
=( Now where shall we go. Lol.

Anyways, i hate thy biatch.

And you actually made my working life, alive.
Pls just stay this way.
Don't go any further.=)

I lub green tea bags.
Lol.

=(

2009-09-28T08:49:00.000-07:00

I'm super blurrr nowadays.
I kept forgetting things.
=(
Arggsssss.
=(
Wake up Cheryl, Wake up!!!!!

phones!

2009-09-27T07:49:00.001-07:00

Gz finally understands where my singing genes come frm.
Lol.
My mum & aunt can sing better den me rites, dun believe. My mum's side all can sing super well lah!
He was like, woooh, omg. wahhaha!
Anyways, he had loads of fun singing oldies w them la omg. I'm the only "young" one there. Lol!
Sooo, i lub my lao. wahhaha.

Oouchhh i got burnt by the incense. I can feel the skin peeling offffff.

Btw, my LG phone had probs! Luckily could change! So i changed to Samsung. wooo so much faster! And i think it was faster den Iphone nehhh. lol.
wadever la. i need a phone to call and sms only actually. man i still prefer belly's phone. so ez to use. wahahha!

=)

RIP

2009-09-22T22:25:00.000-07:00

Blogging at work agn.

It's damn sad to hear such news, though he is nt in anyway related to me.
Rest in peace, Gerald, the diver whose body had been found 2 days ago.

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2009-09-18T10:57:00.000-07:00

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My new hp!

2009-09-18T10:15:00.000-07:00

SO.
I was deciding between Samsung Jet, Lg Crystal and Lg Viewty Smart.
I think Lg crystal is the most exp out of the 3? But some said it was very laggy.
and Jet and Viewty Smart are of the same price.
At last, i decided on Viewty Smart cos, my past Samsung phones nv survive more than a yr w me!=(
Plus viewty smart looks nicer and the i like the back of the phone. Plus its 8 mega pix cam.
And their functions r almost the same.
SO i decided to give LG a try.
My first LG phone!!!

Hope it survives with me til its time to renew contract. =)

I miss Lapland!

2009-09-15T19:45:00.001-07:00

Omg, i just saw an advert on travelling to Lapland, Finland.
Price: FROM $3999.
Woah!
Blood-sucking price!
me and P spent like 300 euros to go there when we were interning.
The itinerary lks almost the same. Anw, Lapland is just about all those places.
Anw my pt here is. If i didnt go Lapland during my days in Finland, i think i wld feel like stabbing myself now. Lol!
Luckily me and p went la! hahahah!(:

Okay i'm blogging during work hrs, cus i m bored.
Past 2 days was so super bz.=(
I didnt even have the time to talk on msn.
Anw belly came to lk for me and we had lunch. But i was so exhausted i wasnt high nor was i speaking in human language. wahhaha.
I am feeling tired again. ZZZ! I wanna slp!

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2009-09-08T09:19:00.001-07:00

so, coming dec, i should be visiting korea.
xmasy, snowy, family.. <3
I wanna ski & fall down all over again!
At first, it was HK. But i'm gg there during next Feb. So...
Actually my mum was thinking of gg during Jan; prices are cheaper, temp lower, more snow, not so many ppl gg on holiday... but it also means skipping school.
Hope i'm able to go!!
(:
We invited gz to go too, but he went there + his new job is starting soon. So he might not be joining us. haha.

Anyway, bought my blades alr! Must start to learn soon & join pam on a blading "tour"! HAHA!
<3
My lao is coming over to my workplace to wait for me aft work! <3 My motivation to stay awake during work? haha(:

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2009-09-07T09:09:00.000-07:00

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I love those clothes! Ha!

2009-09-07T01:07:00.000-07:00

I've been neglecting this small space of mine.
I'm very tired now... just hope to sleep!!
I want my bed~

What what

2009-08-27T09:13:00.000-07:00

Sore throat.
But it's kind of miracle how i could sing almost the same like when i didn't have sore throat!
Wth, weird me. but when i speak, gz could hear that there's a diff.
HAHA, maybe i've a strong dan tian. HAHA.
Okay, sometimes i wonder, what if this what if that.
What if i din't do this,
what if i am not with that smone now,
what if i chose others.
What if what ifs.
I hate what ifs!!!!!!!

bkk

2009-08-26T08:04:00.000-07:00

It's been a long while since i've last blogged.
Went Bkk with my loves.
Too bad smth must happen to spoil my beautiful mood.
So next time it'll be the gals-thing.(:
Wadever, i still had great fun!
I love love love my loves!
Didn't buy a lot. Had LOST few things!!! =(
I wanna go back and buy things again!
And i will go for a massage and my shark fin!!
I need a longer trip!
Anyways, I'm having a sore throat now.
And flu.
Think it's the rain, late nights, and all the fried food wadsoever.
SIANS.

I miss great long talks w my gd friends.
I need more of these.
I self-confessed my "sins" to my dear friend.
I think it was kind of shocking to hear wad i've done also. HAHA.
I was once a young girl who make stupid mistakes!

LOL. The things i bought at Bkk, so little!!! And i lost some of the items i bought! WTH!=(

Kk, i wanna go back to bkk!

Missing you

2009-08-14T10:04:00.000-07:00

I'm missing my dad.=(
This is the 9th day w/o him.
Coping well i guess.
Lucky that i'd been able to help him and stay by his side during that last few months.
I did my part. Maybe not the best, but i did try hardest.
I love him forever, and miss him forever.
Rest in peace, we believe he has gone to a better place.
Was very relieved that he has pink colour "she li zi" which are crystals in his bones remains.
The people at the temple said he has a good personality & very easy-going and old people said he had gone to heaven already. (:

Anyway, happy monthsary to my ah lao. 3yrs 6 months. 42nd monthsary.
He is a great bf. Been with me throughout the wake, helping out alot alot.
I really appreciate his efforts and i know all my relatives/family members appreciated too.
Also many thx to my friends who came down; Butties, the sec.sch guys, shuling, gz's friends, poly friends...
Special thx to those who acc-ed me til the early mornings! Really thx a million.
With you guys it was easier to pass time.

I'm alrighty now.
I just hope some other issues wld be solved after this.
Nv ending probs/issues.
=(
Pls bao you!

Anyways, i was supposed to be at the chalet now.
But came back early coz my dad's 49th day havent passed.
I'm worried abt my driving test already, becoz i havent been learning for 2 wks. Now the coming 3rd wk, cus i'm going to bkk during wkends and i have work during the wkdays. How am i supposed to pass my practical like that?=(
Sighs. I just hope i can learn and pick things up faster.=(

I have so many things to worry about now, when can life be better huh?
Life is like that. SIGHS.

Random post

2009-08-05T12:07:00.000-07:00

Had fun on my bday celebration with my butts!
Thx for the presents!(:

Smtimes, i really think my lao is a weird old ah pek with a xiao hai zi's heart in him.
Smtimes he is super irritating.
Why do i stil love him arh.
Lol.

Anyway, my gay friend is getting more and more pmsy these days.
The china bros are getting weird lah. ><
Tues-Fri i dint work cos the prev gal doing handover of stuffs.
So i had more time for more impt things(:
But my bad habit of slping late is coming again.

National day's coming. Means holidays.
I think i am super slack in Aug=(
Lol.
Kk. <3s

Officially 20!

2009-08-03T10:13:00.000-07:00

Issen it weird to get back to ur ex of 3 yrs ago?
Hmmm.

Anyway, thx for all the wishes and loves<3

Had fun playing with my loves on Sunday!
Even MH came and i was so surprised. I tot he wldn't.
Lol.
Loves everyboday!
Thx for the presents!! (:

So, i'm officially 20. Next wld be Tab's. Then xy will be 21! OMG. Time flies.
I dun wanna grow old. =(

Happy 20th!

2009-08-01T13:14:00.000-07:00

I'm 20! Omg. Time flies.
My parents & grandparents gave my angbaos with their wishes written on them! Thx!
Loves!
Anyway even w/o angbaos i still love them definitely!
Esp my dad's...=( Loves<3
Didn't carry out my plans with lao but still had a great day.
He came all the way to HG, surprised me with the flowers! HAHA.
I nv liked him to buy flowers cus it's pretty to see but it'll wither smday and it's sad.=(
Anyway he bought me a small bouquet so it's okay. Lol.

Thx to pam and bangala who came to join us for the dinner buffet! So last min but still came! Loves!
HAHA!
Wanted to catch Hangover but but but! Tickets were sold out. SIANZ!
Thx to my lao for the wonderful presents. (:
And thx to the dinner treat.
I wanna go exercise i don't want buffets anymore. LOLOLOL!
Tmr will be a mini celebration w my closest friends(:
Loves loves loves!

Work again!

2009-07-30T08:48:00.000-07:00

Upcoming activities; my bday, chalet and Thailand trip (:
Anyway, I'm currently working for Thailand trip!
I know it's quite dangerous to go to Thailand now, but isn't SG as dangerous? lol.
Okay.
Anyway i'm super blur at work. Too many things to absorb.
But it's just a temp job, so may time flies sooner pls.
I wanna quit after 3 mths and search for another job. I like a new environment.

I hope i can carry out the plans that me & lao planned on sat!

Randoms: I love wearing his shirt to sleep.
I kindof "steal" his shirt back home and wore it to slp.
<3
Sweet dreams. Super comfy and big. HAHA.

i hope u do change

2009-07-24T13:46:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i get sick and tired of listening to repeated things.
Sometimes, you have to be the one listening, not talking all the time.
Sometimes, you should be flexible and change when smone comment bad on smth u do.
It's just your attitude. You have to change.
You don't like to hear what i say, i understand.
But when everyone is (telling u the same thing) then you shld start thinking wth went wrong, what you shld do to change for the better etc etc.
Don't wait until the time when no one is gonna care about you.
You shld count yourself lucky when there are still ppl around helping you.
Seriously.

Sighs.
I hope things change for the better.
I need better luck.

Anyway, had visited the loo for 4 freaking times in 1.5 hrs @ cc mac while meeting my friends.
Now that i'm back home, i'm fine.
When i'm there, my stomach kept giving me troubles.
Sighs.
I did not eat a lot today.
In fact i had the same food as my lao since dinner time.
He is alright. SOSOSO. I dunno yyyy.
I felt super disgusted after using the toilet @ cc for so many times. EWWWW.
It's like... you noe it smells @ female's toilet lah.
=(

At least that ache stopped me from consuming more food hence avoiding supper.
Whee.
I need to catch some sleep. =(
I'm becoming panda.

Shit uuu

2009-07-22T11:25:00.000-07:00

My right hand has been overused.
Badmt for 2 hrs caused aching in the muscles, 2 games of improper bowling made it felt strained.
i shld start utilizing my left hand.
But it's kind of retarded and feels musclesless.
=(

Anyways, I'm starting my 2nd stry bk this wk, i love reading<3
Sighs, i wanna jian fei!
But i can't with my lao. Seriously!
It's like we keep eating.
He doesn't motivate me. SIANZ.
He just wanna feed me til fat fat and til i burst.
And when i go exercise with him, he will say let's rest so tired when we didn't even exercise a lot.
I don't wanna listen to him arghhh.
Shit him shit him shit him.

Jeff fry's!

2009-07-20T09:59:00.000-07:00

Happy 24th bday to jeff on 19th of July!
He's getting older, becoming old ah pek.
He still didn't get to celebrate with his ai ren.=(

Anyway we had a simple celebration @dte playing arcade, bowling and singing @ktv.
Gz's the Vip of the x zone arcade & bedok ktv alr. Whee. More discounts & promos.
Anyway, he was being an idiot to spite me at bowling & ktv.
Really, stupid asshole.
I will nv be in any of the bets that involves HIM.
And i hate drinks pouring out from nowhere and pouring onto me.
=(
Anyway i bowled so much better W/O him stressing me.
Just like what my gayest friend said<3

Muscles are aching from the 2-hr badmt with my lao.
He is damn irritating cus i am short and i have difficulties hitting if the cork flys too high, Yet he kept hitting those high high ones. LOL. Anyway he was super tired today so i didn't play very bad. =p I smacked the cork to his cock. HAHAHA. Damn funny! whee! Sweet revenge(:

Btw, there's so much things happening now.
I am having mixed feelings.
Loves those frens hu are so concerned abt me.
Loves loves loves and many thanks!

be strong

2009-07-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

Prepared.

the 1441 <3

2009-07-15T09:39:00.000-07:00

14th was me and ah lao's 41st monthsary(:

I went for my driving lesson that day & he met me after that for a simple dinner @ his fave Sakae Sushi.
He loves sushi very very much i don't know why.
He can visit Sakae or Nihon Mura every single day if i don't stop him. LOL.
Played fun games @ an arcade, a new hideout. Not many ppl, but the games are pretty updated.
I like Mario! HAHA.
We're gonna continue celebrating on fri/sat. Hope we can execute our plans!
plspls!

Have been very tired going back & fro, here & there.
I hope everything gets better.
I can't do nth much but pray & hoping for the better everyday.
<3

HAPPY BDAY TO HUMPTY DUMPTY

2009-07-12T01:41:00.001-07:00

Happy 24th Bday to GZ!
or was it 34th? LOL.
Anyway, we shld break the curse of quarreling on every special occasions pls.
HAIZ. Nv failed quarreling on bdays, annivs, partys, etc etc!
When we r alone, we're fine.
When we r w friends, we r not.
It's like he wants to entertain his friends and i wanna entertain mine.
I dun feel very comfortable w his and he doesn't like it.
I wanna go home earlier but he wants me with him.
He felt i was too close with his friends when i wasn't.
He feels i nv care about him but i did not.
And the list goes on and on.
I swear we're fine alone.
So i told him, next time don't go out in a big group.
If u wanna celebrate bdays, just have a hearty meal & it's not necessary to go on with other activities and forcing me to go when i did not want to.
Anyways, just, shi ke er zhi (in chi).
=)

So we had a GOOD talk ytd night, cried our hearts out, and we're fine already.
We told ourselves to break the curse of quarreling at gatherings.
Hope soooo.

I love him and he loves me so we must try harder in this r/s.
In a few days time it's our 3yrs and 5 mths.
Seems so long but it's not. I want it to be longer.

Ytd, i gave in and went to sing with you, i hope u understand that i always try my best to accommodate you. But my parents do not like that i always stay out late(whose parents like their daughters to stay out late anyway).

Despite of all these unhappy stuffs, i know he had a wonderful bday with my friends and his friends celebrating with him(:
On behalf of GZ, thanks to butties, Xy, Pam, Abu, Tab, Pearl for the presents and coming over to have dinner with him. Thanks to Belly for the treat and planning for everything. Thanks to Jeff for bringing us to have dinner at this superb Spanish restaurant at Vivo(:. Thanks to the rest that came: Bangala, MinHui, PeiRong, Shane, Shane's gf, JiaLing, Pak, Yong Jian, Ivan<: And to the chef and the bartender for the drink (i dunno what) and the bday cake. (: <3
The photos taken are everywhere except with me and him cus he is a goooonnnnnndooooo who forgot to bring camera on both days. SIGHS.
Anyway thanks to everyone (:
Though it's not my bday, i had fun. LOL. To GZ: I hope u like all my presents! The sexy underwears, shirt, plush pig, flower,handmade card, birdnest masks and the pretty box!(: I still have the cross stich with me!=b Still in the process of doing it! He just sent me this:

There is still a hip hop super cool shirt given by his friends. And a long sleeve shirt by my friends, precisely-wrapped chocolates and a calculator that he didnt take pics.
(:

LOVES.

2009-07-08T11:03:00.001-07:00

I really hate having credit cards with me, cus when i'm broke and sees smth i want, i wld call up my mum to ask if i can use the card. Sighs.
Pls confiscate my card.=(
$300. I promise i will give u most of my money when i work and get my pay.
(:

<3 baby, met him for dinner at Bi Feng Tang.
Thx for the treat.
I went around lking for his bday gift, it was just so hard deciding what to buy.
I wanted to buy a watch or wallet, but tot it wasn't interesting. Plus i had alr gave him those stuffs before (and they r not cheap! =( )... So i was thinking of other stuffs to buy.
I must get all the stuffs tmr because i've no time to buy alr!
Sigh, but i can't finish the smth i am making for him! =(

Driving tmr! I hate to drive. =(

Out whole day!

2009-07-05T09:32:00.000-07:00

Ktv on Sat!
Thx to lao, we got to sing for 2 xtra hrs for free!(:
It's gd to know ppl! The right ppl*.:D
Went to Expo for Robinsons sale, got nth because of the limited stocks and long-like-crazy queues.
Btw i went there yest and got nth too, but thx to Belly, i went there on sat again. =(
Then it was overnight MJ-ing at Pam's hse.
I lost like shiat! LOL! I don't have begginners' luck!=(
Luckily i passed over to Belly after losing half of my chips, & he xian yu fan shen & won back all the money i lost! ^^
The Mj game was more intense with gambling kings and queens. LOL. I am a gambling NOOB.

Left her house at around 4am, very shacked, but still went to dte macs.
My lao ate 2 sets of mac breakfast meal. ><
He is always tempting me with food. And he knows i cannot resist such temptations.
The reason for gaining so much weight is you...! Argg!

Reached hm at arnd 6-630am, slept like a pig til 4 pm today!
zzz.

I think the happiest person wld be ______. Ha. =p

LS

2009-07-01T01:28:00.000-07:00

I guess my neighbour borrowed money from loan sharks,
these idiotic bastard LS came and splashed red paint on my neighbour's door.
SO, being my neighbour's suay neighbour, my house door wasn't spared either.
And another neighbour also got it as well.
Suay.
Made a police report, and i heard from my neighbour that the LS will come again.
Sighs.
ARGGG.

I am currently addicted to doing housework.
I dunno why.
I'm not a clean freak, I do not like to do any housework in the past,
but i am doing it everyday without fail now.
Vacuuming e floor, mopping, cleaning everywhere, washing toilet, doing the laundry... i'm gonna become huang lian po soon.=(

ZZZ, I'm lazy to complete the other side of the cross-stich.

Hope everything gets better. PLSPLSPLS.
<3

Drag me to Hell & Dim sum day

2009-06-30T05:40:00.000-07:00

Went to dim sum buffet with xy, p, my bro and humpty.lol.
It had been long since i met p and xy! (:
Anyway, we ate sooo much! But i wasn't the last one to put my chopsticks down. Damn. I deproved! Or maybe i am better in eating steamboat!
I felt so full before the fried bee hoon came. LOL.
And xy, lao and bro played 5-10 and losers to eat smth, while me and p cldn't eat anymore.

After that we went to lk for Pam at Central! She was having fun with the water ball thingy!
Stayed at Central for a while before heading back to Tampines to watch Drag me to Hell!
It was very funny to see my lao, xy and p watching horror movies, as usual!
Their expressions and actions were so cuteeeee. LOL.
And me and bro were amused.

We had fun sabo-ing someone, who was so careless to have left the $tag on a gift.
And that someone claimed he had checked over again & was very sure no $tag was left.
So malu!
=p

PMS

2009-06-27T07:36:00.000-07:00

It's f- irritating when ppl nags at u one after another, repeatingly. F-irritating.
It's even more sickening when one is having a f-Pms.
I need some peace, sometimes. Just some. Please, have ur limits.

I'm actually feeling better these few days alr, but there must be some shit making me feel so down.
I'm not healthy and i'm very weak actually. I dunno when i'm gonna fall ill again like 8 yrs ago.
I fell ill for more than a mth, for no reason.

I'm still feeling bad, worst than ever.
No worries, i will act that i'm fine in front of everyone.
Life still has to go on.

(:

i'm still hanging on.

2009-06-18T10:11:00.000-07:00

I don't understand.
Am i not gd enough?
Sighs.
I hate telling ppl i'm okay, i'm fine when i'm actually not.
But what to do? Who cares when even u don't?
Plus i don't get easily angry, i think i'm a very cheerful person.
But why am i always angry with u? U make me so boiled. Most of the time.
When u're with ur friends, it's a different thing.
I just don't understand.
What's happening?

Hais.

I'm kinda emo-ey these few days. Like listening to the same song and kept tearing.
Or just crying over stupid things.
Blah.

Irritated

2009-06-16T04:21:00.000-07:00

Was it me or you?
I didn't change at all.

Escape!

2009-06-15T03:00:00.000-07:00

Currently: 福氣又安康 by chen qiao en and lan zheng long.

(: I like Chen Qiao En ever since Fated to love you.
Edits: Blue is getting more hawt!=b

Yesterday's Escape was fun! Dinner at Ramen Ten and Giant Earthquake at Swensons.
Si lao actually coincidentally wore the same top as me! The couple tee we bought like 2 yrs ago?
Sian.
Anyway, we had quarrelled earlier before the day. I really so felt like kicking him.
If he does that again i'm really gonna ignore him. HAIZ.

At least he made it up by making me happier after that.
And his numerous "uncle and early 30s" incident. Retribution. HAHA.
Serves him right! bleh.

<3
HAHA!

The taking of pelham 123

2009-06-13T08:36:00.000-07:00

Ytd went late night bowling.
We met the couple who tried to taught my lao bowling!
It's really good to know a lot of friends. Cus my lao took over his friends' lane so we didn't have to wait for too long.

Today, went to watch "The Taking Of Pelham 123" with laooo.
I love john trovolta! Ha.
He finally watched what he wanted to watch. Else he is gonna nag at me again.
Then, had dinner at Say Cheeze! @Tamp 1. Yum! We had Miso Salmon, Baked Macaroni, Soft Shell Crab.
I wanted to try the cakes but was too full after that. Shall try it next time!
Tmr's our mthsary! Time flies! HA.
(:

:<

2009-06-09T23:46:00.000-07:00

Confused. =(

Shanghai

2009-06-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

Back from Shanghai. I miss the weather already. I'm like sweating 24/7 in Sg!
Anyway, didn't really shop a lot. The first wk, i was down with flu. I thought i got H1N1!!! Luckily it wasn't. (:
I ate alot! The food there is very cheap. Dumplings! Xiao long bao! Beef! HA. I ate alot of beef there! Cus the beef is very tender. Lolzx.

<3 ah lao.

I love my laogong!

2009-05-15T14:21:00.000-07:00

Flying off in approx 11 hrs time.
Thanks in advance to the girls who will be sending me off. (:
I may not be using the internet for this period. Anyway, it's just 3 wks.
We will meet real soon. Ha.

Anyway, my lao stayed over last night, then acc-ed me to take my Ftt this morning. I love him!
Always acc-ing me HAHA. I wasted his time. Lolzx.
We watched 2 movies today; Angels and Demons at GV & The Uninvited at Cathay.
Angels and Demons. I read the story before. I thought the movie was way better than Da Vinci Code. Cus at least those who don't read the book are able to understand the plot of A & D. Plus, most of the scenes are at Vatican City. Super nice! Flooded me with memories of my trip to Venice! Misses!
The Uninvited. Horror movie, lao wanted to watch. He loves horror movies i dunno why. But i thought the mystery part was quite nice. Better than Coming Soon and those purely scare-u type of horror movies.
We also spent time playing crazy arcade games at dte. I nv liked arcade but i thought those funny funny games are sometimes very shiok to play HAHA.
Then, we went bowling, his fave activity.
Wanted to be "romantic" & decided to walk. But, walked about halfway home from Pasir Ris to Tamp, he gave up. HAHA.
Tiring day!!

<3

monthsary

2009-05-13T13:01:00.001-07:00

39th on 14th May(:

=( F-ed up day

2009-05-13T11:37:00.000-07:00

Tried Frolick today. Finally(:
But i tot the yoghurt ice was so-so only.
I was conned today! First, my lao. Bluff me that i could take this bus, turned out i went to another place cus it was the wrong bus!!! Couldn't get there in time. =(
Super fed up.
Ahhh!

Next my bro conned me to buy tops and sunglasses for him. Wa lao. I'm super broke can.=((
I h8 to go out with my bro. Argg. Always cheating my money. ZZZZZ!!!!
=((((

Misses and kisses

2009-05-12T12:49:00.000-07:00

Bought new slippers cus shoes malfunction is coming to me again. Boo.
My slippers spoilt again. ><
But i wore that pair for around 5 mths. Great achievement already.
Lol.
Haizx.
Anyways, been having supper w jbp. I think I see them more than i see my bf.><

And i finally tried Say Cheese at Tamp 1.
(: The baked macaroni i tried was nice! The melted cheese! Woots.
And the strawberry cheesecake milkshake. Lol.
The pizza was quite good too.
Worth to try!

So, i tried almost all the restaurants at Tamp 1 alr. Satisfied. lolzx.
Gonna do some packing. Like now.
I will miss my lao!
=( Missing him already. =( SIghs.

Happy moomoo day!

2009-05-10T13:29:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day to all mums!
<3
Celebrated at grandparents' house.
Steamboat, big mango cake, gatherings<3
But my mum is not in Sg with us.=( Love my mummy!
Before that, went to Tamp 1 w my aunt & bro for shopping.
Tried Kim Gary. Ytd was BBQ Chicken just beside it. Lol.
I wanna try Frolick. Ha.

Lao got his NEW hair colour! HAHA.
It is a super bright gold color! Even the dte bowling staff laughed at him.
But it seems like he loves the color very much!
I'm A BIT sorry for not stopping him to buy that color.
Btw, LUCKILY i helped him to dye it cos if he went to salon, he would also take that color & it would spend him even more.
Anyway, i already bought him a darker dye cos his company might not accept that color!
I seriously have no idea whyyy he likes that color!!! Mr Golden Monkey. Lol.
However, i think that color gives him more "shine" (his fave word). Lol.
He managed to befriend those staff at bowling counter, and all of us got discounts.
He even got free bowling shoes for my bro who came later, and we saved the rental.
HAHA, Mr thick-skinned golden monkey. Irreplaceable.
My bro haven send me his pics. HAHA. SO gonna upload.=p

Btw, B, P, B, M, R and me went void deck gathering last night. Illegal gathering yo. Lol.
We went for mac supper, bought snacks and drinks, went to void deck for card games & did crazy stupid stuffs. HAHAHA!

I am gonna fail my ftt. Cus i haven study. How how.
Unluckily/ luckily for ftt, i don't have to go to Shanghai earlier.
Unlucky cus i can't acc my parents & go overseas earlier.
Lucky because i can stay at hm w my bro. He is super lonely. Plus, there r so many things to settle in SG, bet my bro can't do it.
And the weather is changing very fast there, it's not cold anymore. Means lesser clothes to bring there. <3 I hate heavy luggage.

I am hungry 24/7. Shiat. Lol.

Late nights.

2009-05-04T11:36:00.000-07:00

I've been staying out very late these days!
Singing, bowling, chilling out, shopping... can be very tiring.
My muscles are aching and growing from those bowling! Now i'm so sick of bowling alr!
Ytd slpt at 5.30am and woke up at 5pm today! ><
Oyea, finally, pam taught me to roller blade, but gz lao spoilt bangy's blades! So sorry! HAHA!
He purposely made me fell down! Argg!!
I still can't really blade thou. Just balancing!
And i went to swim with my bro! HAHA. we laughed at each other's fats LOLOL!
Anyway, last wk was filled with exercising and late nights!
Ate supper like almost everyday! =(
Unhealthy! Arg! Excercise also no use.
Anyway, am going outta sg very soon! Hope the swine flu shoos far away from me!

I must not wake up late tmr! I must must settle this and that yes yes! lol!
Anyway, nv-ending housework, i miss my mummy. Oh well, great workout for me! LOL.
I got no maid. Sad. HAHA.
Friday the 13th is quite a stupid movie. LOL.
Bought my bro a Titus watch, whoo, great discounts!Was 330 smth but 50% off! HA!(:
I felt like getting a watch too but i felt i shldn't get in the end. Save money.
I'm broke alr, anyways.

<33

2009-04-27T09:21:00.000-07:00

Whee, finally, got 4 strikes (not in a row though) jus now! Cus lao wanted to bowl just now, buay ta han. But i won him! So lucky! But i still don't really know how i did that. Pure luck.
HA belly acc-ed me to sell my book tday! Thz thz. Went to eat at fc4. But i do not miss SP! haha. Anw belly just cant get over the girls saying that he's older than lao by a yr! LOLOL.

i lub lao.
Lol.

happy bday pearl

2009-04-26T12:12:00.000-07:00

Celebrated Pearl's bday ytd!
Surprised her haha! I managed to book this super big room at Bedok ktv.
Many many balloons & pizzas & cake! LOL.
Quite happy w it cus it was cheaper and cleaner and the sound system is better than kbox/topone/partyworld. Like got the feeling to sing out loud. LOl!
Anyway,went bowling again (went bowling for 4 rounds the prev day). My lao is so into bowling nowadays. My thumb is hurting! LOL. I seriously have no talent in bowling lah. The more i bowl, the worst results i get. HAHAA!! From like close to 100, then drop to 70+ 80+ 90+. SAD. Smtimes even 40-50+. HAHA. Arggg.
I hate balls! HAHAHA! I nv seem to play well with balls! ARGG!
Soccer, bball, tennis, table tennis, bowling.... maybe because i am a big ball myself!

Anyway, i was super tired, i kept slping! Slpt at 5am, woke up at 1pm+, bestest lao bought me & my bro lunch(:
Then, went to lao's hse after some shopping, i fell aslp again! From 4-8pm! HAHA!
I m a pig yo.

Tmr i must settle my stuffs. Delays and delays. Be more responsible pls pork. Lol.

Shane's bday celebration

2009-04-16T00:55:00.000-07:00

I'm currently Nua-ing at home.
Cus i dun have to go work temporary.
HA, but am so happy to stay at home lah. Who likes to work anyway?
If i'm earning big bucks i dun mind gg to work. Lol.
Anyway, i m so bored, i play this for fun.
http://juzforfun3.mybrute.com
Lol. A bit stupid leh this game. LOL.

Anyway, Shane's bday celebration at MOF ytd w lao's gang.
Happy bday!
Hope he enjoyed this mini celebration!
Mr goondooo lao actually forgot to remove the price tag. Buay Tahan.

And he anyhow match made belly & cpr's cousin! LOL!
Funny can. I think that gal is interested in belly ! WOAHH. belly, u so popular!
HAHA. Even a 15yr old is attracted by u!!! LOL.
=p
Was teasing him ytd w jeffy. HAHA. We chatted on skype for close to 2 hrs. Lol.
Hope Belly will still do well in exams today. Teased him so much. lol!

first driving lesson

2009-04-14T10:41:00.000-07:00

I'm temporary having a break now. Means no work for me now.
My health is giving me probs again. My gastric. =( And my cramps for no reason. Super pain leh. =(
Had my first driving lesson in the morning. Stupid me stupid things cocked up.
Anyway, by looking at my progress, i think i wld prob only get my license 3-4 yrs later. =(
LOL.
And dear xy got a job alr! While sexy P gt a place in NUS! Not what she wanted but at least she secured a place there!
yay everyone shun shun li li.
Lol.
And lucks to those having exams! (:

<3 Lao.

He brought me to pizza hut cus i saw the advertisement ytd.

I miss my lips and my hair is growing quite fast. boo.

<3 38th

2009-04-13T09:26:00.000-07:00

38th monthsary!
(:
I know it's kinda stupid to keep counting the months. But, there is only one 38th (39th,40th, & so on...) in our relationship, and it's precious! In fact, everyday is precious!(:
i <3 u!
Lao just bought me my veet hair removal! HAHA, WTH i know!
He even bought me panty liners before can!=p I think he bought me pads before too??
He is the best !!! HAHA!

Anyway, am super envy of my friend at NZ! His fam migrated there i think 6-7 yrs ago, now he is already in his 3rd yr honours, major in law! wowowowow. shiok. That's the goodness in studying overseas, living in another country.
That's the good of being rich.
Am surprised that we rmb each other quite well? LOL!
And i think he is super lucky, cus, he has an above average looks(as at 4-5yrs ago when i last seen him), is tall 1.8+, is smart, is rich, eloquent, a future lawyer. Ain't he blessed? Ha!

Owell, i'm contented w what i have now. (:
Better don't compare! ! !

Me hope tmr will be a better day.
Yay.