For this, I have made up my mind.

Sometimes, what u really want may not end up being yours.

So, the conclusion is: Just live with it.
Bury the dark secrets w u, so that things will remain its way.
What if...
If the truth has been exposed, it won't do good either ways.
Hearts of lovers and friends will be broken.
You will lose ur (supposed)-love one & the one u actually love.

Okay, stop my emo-ish & back to life.
Bridging course for Math has started, trying my best to survive!
I threw all my A-math back to my teacher long ago, sadly speaking.
I just wanna get all the basics right, & be able to pass this module!
For work, it's counting down for me. I wanna leave that place badly, though i really dunno if i cld get a better job!
For r/s, it'll be 4yrs & 3mths soon.
But no plans for anything yet, dun even think of it.
Everything will be diff soon, he is doing his shift work, while i m slogging my ass studying & of cus, if applicable, working too.
I have my own emo-ish probs also, i m just so problematic.
I rmb him saying the boredom phase will kick in after 4 yrs?
I think we might be facing such a problem now? HAHA.
"How deep is our love?" I hope to get that "feel" back?
Driving? Worst. Dunno what is what now. =(
When can my hands/legs coordinate? I don't even know when to change gear.>.<

That's a summary of my boring life.
Bring me back to life.